I Need Strength – Sing To Me

This is a re-blog of a post I made a year ago. Although my life is much happier and more stable today, I want to share this post again because it is one of my favorites for boosting my morale. I hope someone out there can relate and that it helps improve their mood and their inner strength.



th6325Whirling thoughts, racing heart, fear, uncertainty, trapped, anxiety, up/down,
massive myriad of mental symptoms from explosion of 3 disorders at once.
Obsessive brain barf.
Feeling that I can’t survive… can’t even try I feel so wound up.

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How? I need help and there is nothing.
I am alone.

I won’t endure this without turning to
physical pain to ease the angst.

Find a way to break free, if only for a little while.
Maybe a trace of the relief will cling because mutilation
doesn’t only leave visible scars – it
destroys a little piece of me each time.

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What things touch my heart, my gut, my thinking?
What could wrap me in it’s arms and cut me some slack?


Music.
Music does all the above for me and I know it.
Immerse myself
in positive, strength building songs.
Songs that tell me that I am strong and I will
survive
thrive.

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Christina Aguilera – Fighter


Gloria Gaynor – I Will Survive


R. Kelly – I Believe I Can Fly


 Queen – The Show Must Go On


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